NO STOPPING THE HUNGER
February 2, 2014 at 1:11pm Nate Update: today is a VERY difficult day. Nate has been extremely vocal about his food seeking. I have been checking the clock. He teases for food EVERY 10 MINUTES! I have to stop looking at the clock! stop looking! It does not help. It does not change. I try my hardest..day in and day out, I TRY to be positive and upbeat and look for the slimmest of silver linings. and THEN there are days like today. *TEARS AND HEART-ACHE!! I have to force myself to be firm, almost yelling at him...NO....No....no.....no, sorry...nope....not yet....not now....no...later...soon buddy....no....and if I get too loud...the TEARS COME!!! and the 'can I get a HUG Mommay?' OF COURSE you can get a hug buddy. :'( and I hear: is it wunch time mommay??? is it snack? but mommay...I NEED...I hungwy mommay....mommay my tummy is grummbly...can you hear it mommay??? is it time to eat??? can I have an apple mommay, how about some raisins??? is it s...